In my latest commission I had a picture of a little girl who was sick looking out her bedroom window. There was a peaceful sense in the girl's face that she would be well. There was hope and light and well, peace in spite of the sickness.
Since I was little I would get mental pictures of something that I believed I could re-create if only the image would travel down my arm and land on paper or canvas. But a inward belief that artistic talent skipped over me and landed elsewhere in my family always kept me from any attempt to materialize art.
A Christmas present of paint, brushes, canvas, and belief in my gifting from my husband started me on this journey I now find myself. The scenes I visualize DO have a way of finding their way onto canvas in a miraculous way that never ceases to amaze me! It's such a beautiful process, which has it's occasional 'oops' moment.
'Vampire Girl' honestly and humorously dubbed by my daughter was one of those such moments. I had this wonderful painting in my head as described above, the only problem was that I haven't painted a lot of faces. I've sketched faces. But not painted a lot. But learning is in the trial so I started as usual.
Sketch. Sketch on canvas. Imprimatura. Get to the good stuff, feel your way through, etc. That's my way anyway.
I got to this point and knew I was WAY off. There was no hope or peace in this girls face.
I couldn't even be frustrated or upset! I just had to laugh! As I mentioned, and as I'm sure you can now see, I had created Vampire Girl. And not really even a good looking vampire girl.
Back to the drawing board as is said. I knew that the colour wash I chose was affecting so much and started again.
I was feeling better but knew I needed help. An artist whose tutorials I really enjoy and benefit from, (http://erictfrancis.blogspot.ca/?m=1) gave me so much direction and help regarding skin colour and composition. I continued with my signature cracked stucco look, which I use actual stucco to create. Curtains create a sanctuary and home-feel. Warm light from the lamp says she is safe and added to the 'all will be well' feeling. My daughter, ever my critic and budding artist buddy, said there absolutely had to be medicine and a water glass on the lamp table. I think she was right!
Good bye Vampire Girl, hello sweet sick little girl. I was so happy with the finished product as it had such personal meaning for me. Tangibly seeing my art progress and improve has been so fun and enjoyable. This painting aptly became "The Little Girl in Me".
I hope you enjoy it as much as I do.
Let me know what you think!